When u're w/them (your loved ones) u feel special. Unique. When they're gone you not only feel alone. You feel ordinary. Mortal. Just like one of those
people who in the past you felt sorry for when they went through a loss,
but that's where it ended. You went about your day/life forgetting
about them & their problems, secretly happy you're not them. Now
that you're one of them, you feel like a prideful fool. Because you realize you had never really
believed or expected that it would happen to you. Especially not yet.
Especially not yet...
