It is bittersweet, but it's time to start to say my goodbye's to the place I have worked/lived the past five years! I put in my two weeks notice and I am somewhere in the middle between extreme happiness and nervous anxiety! I haven't been on day shift in a looonngg time, and I've never worked in another hospital except for my student rotation at Mass General.
I think it will be good, but of course you never know. There are some people who have already started to make me second guess myself a little (mainly people I work with now), but even if it doesn't work out, I feel like I can always come back to night shift if I really want to. I could even try evening shift (3-11:30), but then I'll really NEVER see Steve and my friends.
Ugh, I'm so tired of being tired! And I'm tired of the negativity and the hatred that goes on at this place! I hope it isn't as bad at my next location, even though I know that no place is perfect, they can't all be as bad as here, right?!!?!?!?!?
God help me....
i'm a believer in saying what you have to say for the sake of yourself, not for what the response will be. if you want to tell her you miss her - do. don't worry about the response. say what it is that you need to say, and then move forward. maybe she'll miss you too, maybe not. but either way, you've done what you needed to do (which was to tell her how you feel). xoxo :-)
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